Yi Sheng Suo Ai - Shu Qi (一生所爱 - 舒淇)

Journey to the West: Conquering the Demons (Theme)

昨天今天过去不再回来

Zuo tian jin tian guo qu bu zai hui lai

红颜落下色彩变苍白

Hong yan luo xia se cai bian cang bai

从前直到现在 爱还在

Cong qian zhi dao xian zai ai hai zai

愿去等你漂泊 白云外

Yuan qu deng ni piao po bai yun wai

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痛爱 让人悲哀

Tong ai rang ren bei ai

在世上 命运不能更改

Zai shi shang ming yun bu neng geng gai

放开 不能再相爱

Fang kai bu neng zai xiang ai

难道这是 上天的安排

Nan dao zhe shi shang tian de an pai

情人离去永远不回来

Qing ren li qu yong yuan bu hui lai

无言无语叹息爱不再

Mo yan mo yu tan xi ai bu zai

虽然花会零落

Sui ran hua hui ling luo

但会重开

Dan hui zhong kai

恍如隔世的爱 在白云外

Huang ru ge shi de ai zai bai yun wai

Repeat *

Note:
This song is one of my favourite Mandarin songs...I hope to share with you all...

Hello April.... Be good to me :D

Hello April! My favourite month is here again 😍

March 2017 was eventful; I had the most painful inversion injury, still missing my late sister terribly, then involved in my first car accident (hopefully the last too) 😭

Malang tak berbau...Who knows crossing a street can makes you fall down and sprained both ankle 😭 A lot people asked me how did I sprain BOTH ankles but seriously, I have no idea....I couldn't even stand right after the incident....most painful inversion injury ever...Then my feet were swollen and being nicknamed as 'pig legs' by my brother 😂😂😂

March-April also means the season to remember and honour our loved ones who have passed away. This year's Qing Ming festival (Tomb-Sweeping Day) was particularly special and emotional for me because, this is also the first Qing Ming with my late sister...I am still missing her terribly...still couldn't let go...still couldn't believe she's gone... 😢 

When my Sister upgraded to become my Guardian Angel...

I will never forget the night of 16 September 2016. It was the last night where my Sister looked at us with opened eyes, trying to talk to us albeit having difficulty to speak and make a proper sentence. Never did I suspect that, it was really the last I would look at her eyes, and the last I would hear her voice. 

Past midnight to 17 September 2016, she fainted and was rushed to the Emergency ward. She was still alive; but in a very not good condition according to the doctor on duty. The naive me started to plan to cancel the Australia trip and instead to spend the time to take care of her during her recovery; refusing to accept that she was in a life or death situation.

She was transferred to ICU in the afternoon. And still in coma. I was shaking during the whole period. Keep asking myself, what was happening? One day before, Sis was still talking to me, very much awake, telling me not to worry and go ahead with the luncheon which we had initially planned to go together. And now, she was lying on the hospital bed, with all the machines supporting her. And we had no idea at all what was happening. Doctors suspected she having SLE. Gosh what is SLE? But this could only be confirmed after performing the lumbar puncture procedure, but there's a problem...Sis was very weak and the platelet count was very low, thus the procedure could not be done, until she is slightly better.

Happy New Year 2016 !! To a great, wonderful year ahead :D

It's the first day of the year! 

Wish you a wonderful great start o(^∀^*)o

I'm not going to write long on the first post of 2016...but I think it would be good to reflect on my previous 2 posts:

New Year 2014 and New Year 2015

Accept the past, 

Enjoy the present,

Embrace the future!

Happy New Year 2016! 

Historical 6 January...Concern? Yes. Worry? No!

6 January one year ago, I was admitted to the hospital to undergo an investigation surgery as part of the diagnosis on my illness. By insurance term, my illness, if reach the end stage, is considered as one of the 36 critical illness or dread disease.

Which means, if my illness goes untreated or unattended that it reaches the end stage, I would be able to claim my insurance benefit without needing to wait until the policy matures lol...but would a normal person want his/her illness to reach the end stage?

No, nobody wouldn't....and I definitely wouldn't...but one thing about my illness, as far as I understand from my doctor, is...it's incurable. No medication or surgery, in the current medical technology, that able to cure this illness thus far...

The only option I have therefore, is to control the symptom and maintain a healthy lifestyle, in order to slow the disease progress. That means, I need to take some medications to control the symptom. I need to consume some supplement religiously to boost my immunity. I need to cut down on salt and meat intake to prevent further damage.

CpMooN @ 6 January 2014, Ramsay Sime Darby Medical Centre, Subang Jaya

Keep Calm Because You Deserve The Best

Happy New Year all!!!

Hope it's not too late to wish you all :D

I wanted to share a post with you on what I have gone through during 2014 that changed my perspective on life, however this post can only be up on 6 January 2015 :)

So meanwhile, allow me to share with you this article which I found from the internet, which is very meaningful and hopefully will help to achieve a better life in 2015 :D

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10 Toxic People You Shouldn't Bring With You Into The New Year

Credit: http://elitedaily.com/life/toxic-people-new-year/879975/

Can you believe that it’s already December? This year has flown by in the blink of an eye and we’re on the verge of yet another year — a year full of possibility.

What you will accomplish next year greatly depends on the people you surround yourself with. Or, in other words, it greatly depends on which people you decide not to surround yourself with.

When bringing in the new year, be sure not to bring all your garbage with you. Leave these toxic individuals in 2014; you’ll feel much lighter, allowing you to get a great running start on the year to come.

Thank you for blessing me with the new year....

Happy New Year 2014...!!!

source

Hope it's not too late to wish everyone a Happy New Year lol...

While everyone was busy reflecting what had he/she did and gone through during the year 2013, and busy listing what he/she wish to achieve during the year 2014, it's pretty simple for me...I didn't particularly spend the time to reflect 2013, nor thinking on what to do in 2014....

I'm just grateful and feeling thankful, that while 2013 has been awesome, fulled with up and down for me, it's wonderful that God has given me another year, 2014, to live and explore this beautiful world...

source

2013 was great...I was back to blogging in March, with more focus area instead of random ramblings posts when I initially set up this blog lol...I attended some blogger events, given some review assignments and won some contests....well, compared to other bloggers, I was less active or less popular, but heck...popularity or earning money or free things was never my intention and would never be my goal in blogosphere...my blogging aspiration has never changed, to share with people the good things around...Less active was because I couldn't afford to blog full time, and that would never change for now...blogging is just to spend my time on weekends :) In fact, not many people know I blog as I always want to experience events or services as a normal consumer, not as a blogger...

2 Lessons in one weekend...

Marathon

I just had my first 2010 marathon last Saturday night....it was held at Putrajaya and there were a lot participants joining the marathon...which translated to the big battle for oxygen....

Darn, how could I forget that the trees and plant don't produce oxygen at night? Marathon in the morning is much more refreshing!!

I swear that was the first, and last night marathon for me...ops...last night marathon if there is nothing special about the run (because in some race they offer a lot goodies which are very hard to resist ^^)

Lesson No 1: Never deny the rights of plants to inhale oxygen

Online Shopping 

Just yesterday night, I got my clothes that I ordered online...well, not exactly online, because the business owner is my sister's friend...and oh my...got really disappointed ==

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  White blouse with black jacket - too big for me, straight, boring cutting
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  Mini checked red skirt with a black ribbon - too small that it highlights the shape of my butt
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  Black dress top with rectagular-shaped spangles on the waist line - I thought it was a dress, but it is a top, cause the skirt is too short, and it's very, very tight...make me look too sexy on it
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  Dress with a ribbon on the bust, top grey, bottom black & white motif - the bust hole is too big (I don't have big breasts) and the back side is weird

Served me right, I should have known this would happen before I placed my order == argh!! Give me back my money!!!

Lesson No 2: Never buy vague stuff online

p/s: I would post my marathon pictures soon

Calm seas never make skillful sailors...

Chinese New Year is coming yet I haven't bought any new clothes for myself... Although I have an ample of time, I just don't have the mood to go out and spend my money; scared that my saving is finishing in no time...

While my FSTEP friends have been starting to look for jobs or have been working at their host FI for a month now, I have just finished updated my resume...ahaks, one of my friend said, "You are so cool about it!!"

Argh, I just don't want to rush this time and feel regret later...I have been making decision harshly in the past...This time, I want to be very sure of what I would like to do...Although money is the main issue, I don't want to be sorry of myself later...

But then, nobody knows what would happen in the future...I may like it now, but months later I may be totally hate it...been there, done that...

Anyway, I have to grow up...I can no longer 'run' away from bumpy roads and settle elsewhere and then run again...I have to face the problem bravely and solve it smartly...the result I believe, it's like a feeling of paradise....

*** are we getting the rm200++ from FSTEP? when? #$%^&@ ***